In the turbulent and restrained world of ice and fire, the unspeakable emotions still outweighed the hatred.Chen Zhu leaned over and gently pulled the corner of the quilt that Jin Chen was holding. He felt empty in his heart. The back of his fingers lightly scratched Jin Chen's chin, and his coaxing voice was a little hoarse."I'm sorry Xiaochen, don't be angry."He was eight years older than him, and the age gap didn't seem to teach Chen Zhu what it meant to be tough. He coaxed him gently, hoping that the boy in front of him wouldn't be angry."You lied to me and you didn't make me angry."Jin Chen revealed his eyes and looked at Chen Zhu, "You don't want me to touch you, right? You reject everyone's touch. I've discovered it a long time ago.""...No, it's not."Chen Zhu subconsciously denied it. Because of the action of leaning over with his arms, the wide neckline drooped a little. The soft and undulating chest muscles in the relaxed state were fully visible to Jin Chen who was lying down."I didn't reject Xiaochen's touch."He hurriedly explained, not wanting to let this misunderstanding continue, otherwise his body, which had already tasted the taste of hugging and touching for the first time, would be knocked back to its original shape in the future."How can I prove it?"Jinchen's tone softened a lot, and even sounded a little joyful. He half-supported his body and leaned against the head of the bed. He put a hand on Chen Zhu's shoulder, which was not covered by the fabric of the clothes.Chen Zhu breathed quickly without notice. The palms supporting Jinchen's side had sunk deeply into the quilt, and blue veins appeared."Xiaochen can give it a try, I'm not opposed to it."I'm just worried... that I can't stand such a comfortable feeling.He had to relax his muscles and let Jinchen's fingers move away from his shoulders, making full contact with his skin, stroking his arms and collarbones.Perhaps it was because all of his attention was on his shoulders at the moment, because the tremor caused by the touch was more intense than Chen Zhu imagined.Not only those who were touched, but also those whose skin was neglected felt the same way, and their whole bodies began to feel hot.But this is summer.Even if the windows were opened, it was still hot outside, and the occasional wind would not bring coolness, but would only blow the lingering heat into the room."Brother, you are shaking again."Jinchen's tone was harsh, but also seemed to be doubtful, "Is it rejection or... like?"Chen Zhu's consciousness gradually fell into a trance, his pupils dilated a little, and the ends of his eyes turned red at an inappropriate time. Since he was born fair, the slightest red mark was particularly obvious.It was just a touch, although it was more like scratching an itch, but it still made Chen Zhu feel weak all over. The high wall he built in his heart collapsed, and his secret emotions surged out."Chen Zhu, why don't you answer my question?"Jinchen's stroking movements became heavier, pressing on the soft muscles, only a few centimeters away from the heart, like a child in his arms, unable to relax."I like it."Chen Zhu's voice was already very hoarse, and he could hardly suppress the sound that was about to come out between his lips and teeth. His instinct was not to let Jin Chen continue to touch her.He was really afraid that Jin Chen would discover the most obscure and secret greed.Chen Zhu's collarbone was already red, but it was just pressed.So he was thinking that maybe Jinchen had already discovered how a normal person would have such a strange reaction when his shoulders and chest were touched.But Jinchen was still touching his heart, which should be... the most intimate contact.When Chen Zhu was about to tear apart the disguise that could not be exposed, Jin Chen stopped his hand.Everything came to a screeching halt.He finally stroked Chen Zhu's cheek, the touch seemed to be nothing, "I'm not angry anymore."But his eyes were full of cunning."Brother, go to bed quickly."Suddenly thinking of something, Jin Chen frowned again, sat up and hugged Chen Zhu affectionately, "I'm sorry, brother, I shouldn't doubt you."Chen Zhu was hugged tightly, and his sanity was rubbed back and forth. Every nerve was filled with greed and desire.He gently stroked Jinchen's back, hard but restrained."Baby…"Chen Zhu still shouted softly, and his breathing sound was very attractive.Jinchen heard it.He deliberately pretended to be well-behaved and had a sense of aggression. He lowered his already stern eyebrows and tilted his head so that it was very close to the side of his neck. The tip of his nose just brushed against her, but it seemed like he was leaving a kiss.It was enough to make Chen Zhu's thoughts burn even more.Because he didn't see it, he was even more imaginative."Brother, do you want to sleep with me?"Jinchen lay in Chen Zhu's arms and talked without any scruples. The more openly he spoke, the hotter Chen Zhu got."no no……"Chen Zhu spent a lot of effort to get himself out of this embrace.He lowered his head slightly, and the fabric at his collar was almost wrinkled by Jin Chen. The undulations near his heart seemed to be bigger, because they were rubbed open and filled with blood."Yeah, I'm sorry, brother."Jinchen still smiled and kissed Chen Zhu affectionately, "You won't blame me, will you? Tomorrow... put a band-aid on it to cover it up.""Okay, you go to bed early." Chen Zhu became more and more embarrassed as he listened, and left Jinchen's bedroom in three steps at a time."Good night brother."Jinchen smiled at the crack of the door, which was meaningful no matter how he looked at it.Skin hunger syndrome...?-Chen Zhu returned to the room, his whole body trembling with excitement without restraint. He did not turn on the fan and even suffocated under the quilt.Letting the hot sweat flow from his forehead to his collarbone, his usually gentle and handsome face became flushed. He grabbed his collar and covered the tip of his nose, trying to smell something. His breath was quick and hot.His tight body was hunched under the quilt, his eyes were fragile and crazy.Chen Zhu could no longer deceive himself.Such fervent and boiling emotions may be called love.But it was so twisted and ferocious, Chen Zhu thought, even if it was love, it still contained hatred.The appearance of Jinchen was like the rain of the everlasting scorching sun breaking into a barren and deprived world.The dryness of his heart has been completely revealed, and even if he is given moisture, it will ultimately quench his thirst by drinking poison. Will they be separated? Then why not meet at all.Let him build a high wall in his heart, even if it dries up into a desert, he doesn't have to worry about losing it again day and night after experiencing caress like this.But he could no longer find anyone he could touch. Anyone's contact would bring disgust and rejection like a scalp exploding.Will not.Chen Zhu thought again, now that Jinchen is here and by his side, he can no longer leave easily, even if he ends up with scars.He couldn't help but recall everything just now, the lust in his eyes was astonishingly intense, and his trembling, tense body was suddenly released.Hot flashes in midsummer, it seems like something is breaking out of the earth and starting a prairie fire.[The villain's heart rate is detected +20, totaling 50! 】[The villain's blackening value is detected +2, totaling 92! 】