What does it really mean to be your true self?

This question has been lingering in Tang Nian's mind, leaving her puzzled.

The test that Yama arranged for her was even more incredible.

Let her experience different lives, but require her to always stick to her original heart?

However, these two concepts are inherently contradictory and self-contradictory.

If she insists on keeping her original heart unchanged, she will never be able to deeply feel the ups and downs of other people's fate, and the joys and sorrows of life and death.

But if you devote yourself wholeheartedly to every different life experience, how can you ensure that you will not lose yourself and your original state of mind?

The deep meaning contained in this was too profound for Tang Nian to understand, and she couldn't make sense of it no matter what she did.

Qian Shiye, who was standing by, seemed to understand her inner anxiety and uneasiness, so he spoke softly to comfort her, "Nian Nian, don't be too anxious. There is still a long time before the end of the third test. More haste makes waste. The more you rush to achieve something, the more likely it is that it will go against your wishes. So we have to take our time and don't rush things."

In fact, Tang Nian naturally understood what Qian Shiye said.

But even though she knew it clearly, Tang Nian still couldn't stay rational like an outsider and deal with the situation calmly with a normal mind.

However, in order not to make Qian Shiye worry too much, after hesitating for a long time, Tang Nian finally nodded and said, "I understand, Shiye."

Although her tone sounded calm, the slightly trembling voice betrayed her true feelings at the moment.

……

Time passed day by day.

Looking back at the time when he first faced the third test, Tang Nian often fell into a state of confusion and chaos, and completely lost the ability to perceive time.

At that time, she seemed to be caught in an endless separation of life and death, unable to extricate herself.

Because she had always been alone, this sudden emotional impact made her feel helpless and confused.

But the situation was still good at the beginning. All Tang Nian experienced was separation from her husband, and she only had to face death by herself.

However, at some point, the situation changed subtly.

Gradually, a relative who cared for and worried about her sincerely appeared by Tang Nian's side.

That was not a fixed person, but for Tang Nian, who had never felt the warmth of family love in his previous life, such care was so beautiful that it seemed unreal.

So, she couldn't help but indulge in this rare family affection, enjoying the feeling of being cared for and loved.

Whenever her "parents" passed away, the pain deep in Tang Nian's heart would burst out like a flood, almost bringing her to the brink of collapse.

Deep in Tang Nian's heart, those who have given her endless love and warmth have long become the closest relatives and loved ones in her life.

However, fate always cruelly teases her, making her face the pain of separation again and again.

Every parting is like a deep scar on the heart, the pain is unbearable.

At first, even Tang Nian found it difficult to bear the heavy burden of such frequent separations of life and death.

The heart-wrenching pain almost overwhelmed her completely.

As the number of separations and deaths increased, even Tang Nian began to feel a little numb.

She began to learn how to control her emotions and was no longer easily consumed by sadness.

Gradually, she was even able to accurately grasp the best time to leave the Third Test, so that she could avoid being immersed in the pain of separation for a long time.

Every time Tang Nian would choose to leave at the last moment when her loved ones were about to step into the abyss of death. This was not an escape for Tang Nian, but the last thought she kept for herself.

If you witness the death of your loved ones with your own eyes, the despair and helplessness will become a nightmare that can never be erased, no matter how many worlds pass by.

At this moment, Tang Nian sat quietly beside the bed, his eyes empty and lifeless, as if he had lost his soul.

After a long time, she still couldn't recover from the sudden disaster.

This time, she was lucky enough to be born into a loving family, with parents who loved her deeply and a brother who took good care of her and doted on her.

Unfortunately, God did not wish.

A tragic car accident happened without warning, instantly destroying this happy family.

Tang Nian's parents and brother passed away in the blink of an eye, so suddenly that it caught everyone off guard.

Tang Nian closed his eyes tightly, took a deep breath, and tried to calm his broken heart.

Qian Shiye muttered outside the door, "Why did he become Nian Nian's brother this time? It's inexplicable."

He raised his hand and knocked on the door, saying, "Nian Nian, it's time for lunch."

Tang Nian finally came back to his senses and said, "Here I am." Not only Tang Nian, Shi Ye also felt as if he was in another world when he saw her.

Qian Shiye knew everything that happened to Tang Nian in the third test.

Because he is always by Tang Nian's side in various identities, trying his best to give Tang Nian the best of everything.

He didn't want Tang Nian to leave any shadow in the third test.

At the dinner table, Tang Nian was obviously absent-minded. She was eating the food in the bowl but was obviously in a daze, her mind flying away.

Perhaps he saw what she was thinking, Qian Shiye asked, "Is Nian Nian still worried about the third test?"

Tang Nian nodded silently.

There were many things Qian Shiye couldn't say, but Qian Shiye had seen how anxious Tang Nian had been during this period, and he really couldn't bear to see Tang Nian like this.

Qian Shiye took a deep breath and finally decided to remind Tang Nian. He slowly said, "Nian Nian, you still need to feel the content of the third test. Do you know what you want?"

What exactly does she want?

After hearing this, Tang Nian was obviously a little confused.

In fact, she was not very clear about what she wanted. Since she came here, everything seemed like a carefully planned coincidence.

and many more!

Tang Nian knew what she wanted.

She once longed for family and love, and now she has everything.

What she hoped was that Douluo Continent would be peaceful and that soul beasts and humans could live in peace.

I hope that Bibi Dong’s conspiracy from the Spirit Hall won’t come true.

But what does this have to do with the third test?

Tang Nian raised his head and looked at Qian Shiye with a puzzled look, as if waiting for an explanation.

Qian Shiye took a deep breath and said, "Niannian, Yama God didn't actually tell you the content of the third test. He was just teaching you how to face it."

"Teach you how to face it calmly and ask you what you really want."